May 2nd 2011

I dreamt that I was at my dads house and it was 2 levels somehow. Anyways Tina was on the top level with austin and she was juss sleeping like all day and I asked my dad what she was doing and he said she was sleeping, she always juss sleeps. I remember being weirded out. And then I remember something about the TV being on but idk what was playing on it. Then there was a car or something. I dont remember all the way. Then I saw BreakHer in a black truck and I think we were in canada at the time. And then I saw a freeway, not sure if I was driving on it or juss looking at it? Or both? Then I was camping with my grandpa and Jason was there too, he was in our tent clear out in the boonies like away from the regular camp area. I walked out there to ask him something and he was watching movies on his laptop computer. Haha. Then I was suddenly in a store It looked like big lots but I think it was aeropostale. I was supposed to be buying baby clothes but I only had like 24 dollars. I was buying clothes kadences size and trinidys size and socks too but the socks werent matched and it was like 1 sock on each hanger but they were trying to charge me full price for only 1 sock. Thats why I didnt have enough money to pay for it all. So I put it all away, then I had to go ID someone because they left their drivers license at the store and i knew them apparently. Then I saw my Uncle dean who passed away but he was alot taller and I didnt recognize him. He said what dont you recognize your ol uncle and he said his name but I couldnt understand him, apparently it wasnt Dean it was someone who looked like him but idk who. he gave me a hug and then A black truck drove through the parking lot and I was randomly at the end of the store in this isle looking for a hoodie and matching sweat pants. There was an entire isle of different ones but no pink ones and no bright colors really. There was like off white, black, red, and then tons of different colors mixed, like white red and black on one, and black and white on one. None of them I liked and I was there looking for ever. I found some red sliky ones and showed Jason who was all of a sudden there and he liked them but then I said I would freeze if I wore them so I put them back. I finally found a white fuzzy robe and on the back it said something about football. I put it on but it was huge enough for like 3 people to fit in it. So I put it back. I never ended up finding anything cuz I woke up.    

May 1st 2011

Ok this one might be all mixed up. Anyways I dreamt that me, Jason and some other people I didnt recognize were outside but idk where at. We were walking towards  white limo parked on the street. We all went to get inside but the inside wasnt like a limo, it was like a regular car. Really small and there were too many of us to fit. so 3 people got in the back and then 2 girls got back there with them one sitting on each of the window seat peoples laps. Then a girl got in the front seat, I also got in the frontseat but was sitting on the floorboards and then jason was driving. All I remember after that was that Jason was really mad that I was sitting on the floorboards because it wasnt safe and he was being all onery about it. Then I remember that Jason and I were on this mission, but I have no idea what it was about or for. We were together in this barn looking thing and it was dark outside. There were alot of Wild animals around and we had to keep the barn doors shut so they wouldnt get in. I remember a wolf actually breaking through the door and getting in. I was terrified so i asked Jason to come over here and kill it, but when he got over to me the wolf had transformed into a black and white cat. And then I wasnt scared anymore. I also remember lots of Hay, Horses and jumping goats allover. I could see their shadows outside. Then I remember being at Trinidys grandma Kathryns house with Jason and we were hiding. I think it might have been part of our Mission from the earlier dream, but idk for sure. Jason was laying on the couch in this camo and it blended with the couch really well so you couldnt see him. I was on the floor in front of the couch and I had a giant bag of clothes over the top of me which made me blend in because there were other bags allover the floor by me. I dont know why we were hiding but only a few people even knew we were there, Mostly little kids that i;ve never met. They knew we were there and kept looking at us. Then Sarah Bean came in and started talking to us like she didnt realize that we were supposed to be hiding. And we were trying to get her to be quiet! but she finally got the hint and stopped talking and left. Somehow no one noticed and we were good. Then it flashed to me on the phone, I was calling this girl names Leda but I kept calling her Veda in the dream. I called her to see if that number was actually her number and I was really surprised when she answered but she was crying. So I asked her what was wrong and she said she met a guy and he was really awesome but hes married and his wife came home while they were hanging out and so she had to leave and she missed him. Then I found out that she was talking about Josh Fultz and right at that moment Jasons mom got up and left and no one knew where she was going until a little bit later when we found out that Julie called her so she went to talk to Julie because she was freaking out about Leda. Anyways after she was gone Leda was at my house and she told me she was going to go to joshes house and see if he was outside or something so they could talk. Then she left and I remember wondering how she got into my house. But as she was leaving I remember seeing Trinidy and then all of a sudden Leda got back and she was all happy and bouncy. Apparently Josh was outside and Julie wasnt there because Jasons mom had come to get her when she called. So they talked and he told her that he was going to leave Julie for her really really soon and they would be together. And thats all I remember. 

Then I took a nap in the middle of the day and had some more dreams! It started out that I was in a school theatre room with the stage and all the chairs. Stuart was there and for some reason we were all drinking this red liquid out of champagne flutes. Not exactly sure why, but I remember finishing one flute and asking stuart if he would go get me another one, and so he left to go get it and someone else brought me another one and I was like omg I juss sent Stuart to get me one so I better hurry and drink this one before he gets back. So I started chugging it but it kept spilling out the corners of my mouth so I set the flute halfway finished down in an isle away from my seat. I got back to my seat juss as Stuart walked up with my new flute. I took it, said thanks then we all sat down. Then it flashed to my house here in Spanish fork and I was playing this virtual reality game. The helmet that went on my head had a visor that came down in front of my face and it was tinted. There were controllers on each side of the helmet that you had to use to control the helicopter. And You flew the helicopter into a battle and had to shoot all the bad guys, but I kept getting shot and crashing. Finally I took the helmet off annoyed that I couldnt stop dying. Then I noticed that there were some neighbors in my house but not any that I know in RL, I knew them in my dream though. They were asking me about my job and college and they said that my dad told them I did really well in school, always got straight A's. And I remember thinking what in the world has my dad been telling these people? But I played along with it and told them that I went to school for business management and did really well and now I have this excellent job and what not. Then I remember the next door neighbors were holding a yardsale, and Trinidy came in and kept grabbing things to take to their yardsale. I asked her why and she said they needed them. But really she juss wanted to help them. So I go outside to see this yardsale and their entire yard was covered in stuff, they definitely didnt need our stuff they had alot of stuff of their own. And some of their stuff was on out lawn to the side of the house because there was so much so I told them they could use the rest of our lawn if they wanted and the front lawn too. They said ok thanks thats so awesome! Then I remember Icarly complaining that her microwave oven got sold at the yardsale for 1100 dollars and she was so pissed cuz she didnt want it get sold and somehow it got out there. And then I woke up.    

April 30th 2011

I woke up 3 different times in the night and remembered all 3 dreams but when i woke up this morning all I could remember was someone saying, "This is a Fringe Event!" And that is. Haha.

April 17th 2011

I dreamt that Jason and I were on our way to classic skating for my Roller Derby practice. We pulled into the parkinglot and I got out but Jason was still in the car, So I asked him if he was coming in and he said ya after this text. So I asked him can you bring in my bag when you come in with my skates in it so I can skate, he said ya. So I went in there got all ready minus skates and when it was times to skate I told raggs that I didnt have my skates and had to run to the car. So she said ok and i went out there. Well Jason was outside talking to these hispanic girls and I was like, are you going to come in? Cuz I needed my skates like forever ago. And hes like oh sorry I was busy and im still busy actually. Im like ok what are you buys doing? Hes like hanging out of course. But I gotta go now and he started walking away towards this bus in the parkinglot with those girls. So I got in the car to follow him and the throttle stuck with the peddle all the way down to the floor and the brakes were out. I was thinking OMFG hes trying to kill me. So i finally got the car to stop still in the parking lot and the bus hadnt left yet but it was about to, so I ran over to the bus and got in. Jason was sitting there in th drivers seat and I was like WTF why did you try to kill me? And hes like because youre being annoying, i cant believe it didnt work. Get off the bus im leaving. And I wouldnt get off, finally he pissed me off enough that I said fine, and got off and started walking towards the building. Then suddenly Jason was behind me and he was like BABE wait for me, you cant go to practice without me. And he tried to hold me hand and say he loved me like nothing even happened, like he didnt juss try to kill me. I was so pissed that he tried to kill me. Then I woke up. 

March 19th 2011

I dreamt that I was in a mall with Jason and a bunch of other people. We were being held hostage by this crazy guy who was threatening to blow up the city. We couldn’t see he bomb but we could see the detonator. He was holding it in his hand and he kept saying that if we make any crazy moves hes gonna blow the city apart. So I went over to the group and told them that I could distract him if they wanted to bust in and get the detonator. It was a plan. So I went over to him acting all sexy and told him that I wanted to go into the backroom. He followed and I eyed to everyone watching to stay close. We got in the backroom and shut the door. I asked him if he was going to hold onto that thing all day? He said oh no and put the detonator down on the table. Then he came towards me and juss before he started kissing me eeryone busted the door down, tackled the guy and got the detonator! The city was saved! Ppl were telling me nice work, and then I woke up.

March 7th 2011

I dreamt that Manface came to my old house in provo and was trying to beat me up but she wasnt a good fighter. I started hitting her back and ended up kicking the holy shii out of her. I was punching her and it wasnt one of those dreams where you feel like you cant hit hard enough, It felt like I was hitting way hard enough. I kept hitting her till she was down on the ground because she kept trying to hit me still.  I was juss punching her in the face over and over and over again until finally she stopped trying to hit me back. Her face was soo bloody and her eye was swollen shut. She ended up having to go to the hospital and get 37 stitches in the side of her face. Then it flashed to the hospital where she was staying and she grabbed my hair as I walked by and pulled me down and I said oh you don’t wanna start that again and I started decking her in the face again, bruised her other eye swollen shut and re-opened her stitches and she had to get them allover again. I told her not to mess with me but she wouldn’t listen. And as I was walking out I noticed my knuckles were bleeding from hitting her so hard and so many times. And then I woke up.

February 2011 7th 2011

I dreamt that I was at a water park and there was this homeless lady there who was trying to steal something of mine, I cant remember what it was exactly, but I started punching her in the face for trying to steal it. I kept punching her over and over and over again but it seemed like I couldn’t punch her hard enough. And when I woke up I realized that I had punched my husband In the spine! Haha! I was laughing before I woke up because I realized that I was actually punching him.

January 15th 2010

I dreamt that I was going through this obstacle course type deal, and there were different rooms of a house that I had to go through to get to the end. I cant remember all of it, but one of the rooms transformed into an area with a huge lake and this steep trail leading to the top of the hill where the door was to get to the next room. The lake water looked black and I had no idea what was going to happen. I was with other people but I cant remember who. I was the leader of the group and so I said lets go this way and I started heading up the steep trail. Then suddenly a huge dragon or monster looking thingy came up out of the water and started coming towards us. I had no idea what it was but I was afraid so I juss closed my eyes and leaned back against the wall and followed it with my hands all the way to the top. The monster was screaming and making all these noises by flashing its teeth at us but we all had out eyes closed. I opened my eyes twice and both times the monster flung towards me, teeth bared like he was going to take a chunk out of me, but when I closed them again he stopped. When we got to the top of the hill there was a huge stairway leading down really far and into another door. So we hauled ass down the stairs with the monster right n our tails and as we got through the bottom door we flung the door shut juss in time to stop the monster. Then we were in a room that looked like it was In a basement. And there was a huge bright green fuzzy snake looking thing coiled allover the couches and chairs that were in the room. It reminded me of my body pillow that I have, its really fuzzy. Anyways I remember Josh Fultz being there and he couldn’t touch it, he said it was freaking him out and he wouldn’t touch it at all. Then it started moving and we realized it was a snake! But before I could see its head or anything I woke up. 

January 7th 2010

I dreamt that I was with Jason and we were inside this guys house and he was chasing us with a shotgun. I cant remember all the details but I do remember the house had 3 levels and the downstairs was unfinished. I remember a little makeshift bed on the floor of the bottom level and crawling around in the wooden beams somewhere I the attic. Then I also remember the outside of the house in the back yard had a lot of grass and the yard was really big with a double patio one on bottom and one above it. Kind of like our house in traverse. But I cant remember anything else.

December 14th 2010

Ok I dont remember this dream like as things happened in order, I juss remember bits and pieces. So it starts out that I was with Trinidy at an airport, and she was supposed to be going on an airplane by herself, but I was all worried because flying alone is scary. And so I went with her onto the plane to find her a seat. I found her a seat by my friend Elisa but i didnt know her in my dream. Anyways I was kind of freakin out letting her fly by herself and so I said I didnt want her to fly alone but I didnt have a ticket. So the captain of the plane let me sit up front in the cockpit with him. As we started to fly an image came up on the screen of all the highways and basically it was juss a picture, it wasnt what we were really seeing but I guess it was some sort of New AI where if we juss followed the roads on the freeways then we would get to where we were going instead of having to navigate the skies. So to us on the cockpit it didnt seem like we were flying, it seemed like we were driving, but to eeryone else int he plane they could see we were in the air from their windows. Anyways I dont remember much about the flight only that the pilot was smoking and thats about it. Then I remember being in a Semi truck and getting out for something and having them almost leave me, but they didnt. However they left Tanika, Megan and someone else. but we went back for them. And then I remember Being in a maceys store, and Coleby was working in there at the deli and he was being extremely slow and so there was like a huge line up of people arguing and so I went over there and yelled at them because he was new and didnt know what he was doing so they cant yell like that at a new person. And then the deli manager came up and I called him a retard and then I bought some stuff and left. Well as I was leaving I had to hold this sign and run across the road behind some houses cz apparently a book author was coming to someones house to do a signing and I was holding the signs saying he was coming. The radio guy was announcing it and apparently he was a HUGE fan of the author and he wanted the signs I was holding so I gave them to him and then I went into the house where the author was going to be and sat on the couch. Then I woke up.

December 13th 2010

Ok so 3 dreams tonight, the first was that I was in the provo mall but it was kind of a mix between provo and orem, anyways I was looking for a 3 barrel curling iron because mine is in the storage unit, and no matter where I Looked I couldnt find one to save my life. I looked eerywhere, in eery store possible. In the end I ended up settling for a battery powered crimper that was Hot Pink and it heated up sooo fast. I was showing a friend who I didnt recognize in the dream how fast it heated up and how it worked so well in my hair which was in a ponytail so I was taking pieces of my ponytail to crimp. Thats all I remember.

The next dream was, I was getting ready for a photoshoot with a photographer that I knew in my dream, but not in RL. Anyways I was putting on this white base makeup so I was completely white like a vampire and we were supposed to be shooting in a cave setting but the lighting was supposed to be perfect so that the pix wouldnt need any editing. I finished getting ready then I went to the cave and waited. Well apparently my photographer decided to flake out and not do the shoot so I was juss standing there forever doing nothing, Haha. Thats all I remember.

Then the third dream, I was in the back of my grandpas truck and we were driving up to visit my dad in his trailer but we were driving up the canyon. Apparently my dad lived in the mountains in this dream, he really lives in Orem. Anyways we got there and I guess the park was closed but we went in anyways and drive around to the ack area where my dad lived. We all got out and went in to visit him and Tina. All I remember about being inside is there were animals and the walls were made of dark colored wood, the trailer reminded me of Tashas trailer kinda. Im not even sure why were there. Lol. Thats all I remember!

December 12th 2010

So I had 2 different dreams that I remember, the first one I remember being in the Barn in the back of my grandmas house, Not sure why i was back there. Anyways it was raining so I ran out of the barn and to my grandmas house with a coat above my head so I wouldnt get wet. Well after I got inside I went into the Atrium (Its no longer there its now an addition to the living room) and I was looking out the glass sliding doors and I saw these Huge birds but they had bee stingers, really big ones and eeryone was calling them Moths. I didnt get it, but I was like I am not going back out there, those things are freaky! And thats all I remember.

The next dream I had I only remember some parts of it, one part is we were at a house that I've never seen or been in before but a few of the vyxens were there too, and I guess I had to get a ride from their house to my aunt Kandies house so I could copy my folder of Farmville and transfer all my things to the computer at that other house. So i got a ride with Kim in her big freakin truck that she had in my dream and Stuart was there and Cyndi too, all 4 of us in the truck Kim driving. but all 3 of them were smoking and it was extremely gross. I remember sticking my head out the window so i could even kind of breathe. And then Cyndi put her cigarette butt in the ashtray and it juss fell through to the floor, and stuart said did you know that you have a hole in your ashtray? the butts are falling through to the floor. And Kim said ya they are supposed to! Then we started pulling out of the driveway and It was my grandmas driveway, idk why. Anyways we got to Kandies house which was surprisingly like 5 blocks away from my grandmas driveway but was still in provo somehow, so I get out and go inside, eeryone else waited in the car. Well I get in there thinking no one is there and start making food. Suddenly I see eeryone, my kids were there, and Kandie and Kristi and Tashas kids. I didnt even see them on my way in, so I tell them to try some of these microwaveable pancakes I was eating but no one did. Then I saw all the food on the table, and It was in a relish tray, so I ate some of the pickles and the celery with cheese on it. Then I realized that I dont even need to copy to my farmville folder Because its all on my laptop which is at the other house. So I say bye to my kids and then I go out the door to leave and I woke up. 

December 11th 2010

K so Im sure there were 3 dreams I remember this night, so I'll juss start with the one I remember first. I remember that I was supposed to be at a Vyxenz meeting at Tabbys and we were gonna be late because it was 5 minutes too and we hadn't even left from my grandmas house yet. I was getting mad at Jason because we hadn't even left yet and we walked outside and found that our car was out there. I said we're taking our car? And Jason said yes, I said well it isnt even licensed yet and Jason said or registered as we were backing out of the driveway. he said we juss need to be careful. WE drove down the road and then suddenly we were at Tabbys, and i said weird how it seems like we got here soooo fast but no the way home it takes forever. Then we got out and went inside. 

The next dream I remember is Me and Jason being out at a beach area, not sure where it is, but I have dreamt of this place before. We were walking on the beach and then I remembered a cave out int he distance where we could go. So we started walking out there and the cave was in the mountainside far away from the beach so it took a minute to get there. when we got there we found a house too a little bit away, so we checked out the house first and then I wanted to go see the cave. So I left the house and went into the cave. Well the inside of the cave was completely christmas decorated, with a tree and eerything. Well I suddenly had a flashback of me being there in that cave before, Kidnapped by whoever lived there so I freaked out and ran back to the house and told Jason what happened. He said he knew that and we should go back to the cave to catch the guy who did it. So im panicking as were going back to the cave, I dont want to be there at all but we go inside, and suddenly a huge ass polar bear comes in and starts going at us. So we stab it until it goes down, not like a fatal stab juss one under the shoulder. Well we take it back to the beach area and tell them the story, then the polar bear starts talking to me saying that I am his daughter and he only kidnapped me because my mom wouldnt let him see me and he sent me to school and eerything. Then i started to remember all that and hen I felt shitty that I juss stabbed my polar bear dad and now i was telling people he kidnapped me. So I told Jason what happened and he told the authorities and they let him go, but took him to the hospital to get better. 

Then the next dream I kind of remember took place in an industrial warehouse although it looked like the stairs going up tot he slides at 7 peaks really, with a lot more bars and poles twisting and crossing allover though. I started on the bottom and was climbing up the poles, I have no idea why, and I was the only one there but im sure I saw my aunt Shana climbing too, like way up higher but she was only there for a sec, so im not completely sure. Then i woke up.

December 10th 2010

So I dreamt that I was sent on a quest and had to get through all these obstacles. It started where im walking through a desert, it was really barren. The wind as blowing sand allover and I had a backpack on, prolly with supplies. I was looking down at myself from somewhere in the sky, thats the angle I was viewing this part of the dream at. Then I got through the desert and onto a road in Palmyra, I remember running down this road and where the ditch is on the right hand side of the road was a huge area of grass that was lower than the road and I was running in that grassy area. Then heather my cousin was running next to me and she was telling me that she had to deliver groceries for all the people on this street and all the way to santaquin and it sucked so much. And I told her that i had to get to santaquin and finish my quest in 3 days, then i showed her my hand and I dont remember what was on it but the inside of my palm had something on it, a marking or something symbolizing that I was on a quest. Then she ran ahead of me and was gone. Then I kept running, only stopping to walk occasionally when i finally got to santaquin. I was walking down this road and there was only 1 house at the end of the road and then fields eerywhere else. I get to the house and I go in, the people who were there were asking me what it was that  had to do. So i told them and they told me thats its a suicide mission but they were in to help. SO I called stuart and I told him what we had to do, and he said you know that means we could die right? And I said ya, and he said dead, like no more you and me. You got that right? And I said ya I know, I got it. And he said im in. meet me at my house at 2pm, and I said we already have a meeting place and we're meeting in a half hour. He said ok ill be there and hung up. I turned around to tell Jason that stuart was on his way, then I turned and looked out the window in the farmhouse to the barn area where i needed to go and then i started realizing juss how much the next few steps were gonna suck. Then I woke up. But then I fell back asleep and I was dreaming that I was playing soccer in a field with a bunch of other people but I kept seeing this lady holding her hand and it was all decrepit and crippled looking, crooked fingers and there was something she kept trying to show me on the palm of her hand but I didnt want to look. Then there was a younger kid and he kept running up to me with letters made out of cardboard and he was spelling out KITE to me like it meant something significant but I didnt understand because he only gave me 3 letters, he never gave me the E but somehow I knew the word was KITE. And after I figured out the word I remember being like Oh Shii, things are about to worsen times a million, I turn around to see the entire field being covered by a HUGE freakin Kite. It juss kept expanding, and it was yellow. It blocked out the sun and eerything. But before it got to me, I woke up.

December 9th 2010

I dreamt that I was in kandies living room and I was about to get on megans laptop and I opened it up and there was a google search engine open with the word Porn in the search box. And I remember going MEGAN! Why are you looking at things like that?? Then thats all I remember. But the funny part is she never even had a laptop until tonight when she got one for her Birthday! Hahaha, I dreamt about her laptop before she even got it! Wooo.

December 7th 2010

Ok so this dream was a freakin trip. I remember having a lot of feelings in this dream. So it starts out in outer space, on a space ship. Thats where we all were colonized because something happened on Earth and we couldn't live there anymore. So I was juss upstairs in the shopping center when suddenly the alarms started going off. So I ran up to the elevator and to the emergency area where we were supposed to put on our protective gear. Which was essentially a space suit to protect us from having no air out there in space. So I get in my suit with Jasons help and as soon as both of ours were on the window in the room we were in Shattered out! And it flew me out into space and I guess the pressure was so much that it flew me right back onto earth. But only me not Jason. So now im stuck on earth trying to figure out how in the hell to get back to the spaceship. So the first place I ended up was right by my grandmas house and there wasnt anyone home of course, there werent any people that I knew of still on earth. So I went into the house trying to find stuff supplies and things I could use, Then i went out and started going around to the neighbors houses and getting supplies from there. Well then I remember it being about 5 o clock and there were like nightly announcements for some reason, and at that time I had service on my cell and I could actually call the space ship and talk to Jason. I was so freakin sad, and they were trying to find a way to extract me and bring me home but eeryday seemed like forever to me. And I had to be really careful where I slept and kept my things because apparently there were Survivors and they were brutal when it came to supplies and such. I went on a search to find the survivors and came across a lot of different types of people in those days that i was on earth. I came across an older lady and a few people she was harboring in this 5th wheel trailer bus type thing, but it was all automated and at night time it covered itself with armor and bolted to the floor. So i was safe there for a few days. And then I found a group of people who i had to pree much fight to the death with these huge staffs to stay alive and I dont really remember details about my stays at either of those places except at the trailer there was a guy who kept bringing baby stuff in like strollers and carseats and apparently a girl had a baby and they were going to give the baby to me to take back to space where it would be safe. But when I went to the next area where those people with sticks were I didnt have the baby. And eery night at 5pm I called Jason and I could only talk for about 15 minutes before I would get cut off. And I woke up before I ever got back to the spaceship. Oh ya and somewhere in the dream, Im not sure where this actually goes, but I remember being in space still and when theres a leak like there was we had to get into our space pods to sleep at night until they can fix the oxygen and stuff, and we always started out radios and let them play for a minute before getting in and closing them for the night, That may have happened before the window shattered, not sure. But it was juss portraying life on the ship and such. The space pods were all set up in a circle and we got in from the outsides of them.

December 5th 2010

So this dream is really scattery, im not sure if its out of order or what . Anyways I was in the back of a huge dump truck with 3 other people, Chad was the only one I remember though. There were blankets back there that we were all sitting on. We were all talking about threesomes for some reason and how gross it was and how we would never do it. Then we got to Colebys Grandmas house in Spanish Fork and we all got out. I haven no idea why we were there but I know it was to meet someone and get something, Juss not sure what. Then we saw my grandpa and grandma walking across the maceys parking lot on their way home, which was weird cuz they dont live anywhere near maceys... Anyways I saw them and so I ran up behind them and started walking with them. I know we were talking about something but I dont really know what it was. And then I remember being pregnant in the dream and I was only 1 month along but I was already showing alot and te bay was moving like crazy. I remember having Jason Feel the baby and it was really kicking around in there. It was insane. Thats all I can remember!

December 4th 2010

So I totally had a dream, remembered it... Then FORGOT to write it down... DAMNIT!! But I do know that I was at my grandmas house lol! And Jason was in it, and some other people that I Usually never dream about. I remember I was helping each of the people out somehow but I cant remember who they were or what I was helping with. I was juss helping. lol.

December 2nd 2010

So im sitting at my aunt Kandies house in Kristi's room talking to her and Kandie when Jason comes in and says he will be right back he's going to the gas station then he'll be back to get me and we can go see Due date. K It was like 9am. I told him I had to get ready first and so if i took too long then he could juss go to the movie without me. So all of a sudden it was like 7pm and he was juss getting home, so I asked him how the movie was, he said it was ok. Then I said does your back hurt way bad? And he said no not way bad but the movie goes by so fast when you juss stare at it and forget the pain. Then I said so was it way funny then? And he's like well I didnt even see the movie. I was like are you kidding me? Then what did you do all day?? And hes like well I had to go here and here and there and all these people needed me and I was juss so busy. And I said so you couldnt come back here to get me and take me? He's like no I was so busy. I was like ok well you can F off. And walked away. And for some reason I have no idea why or what it means but after this I had a cross made of wood that was like 4 feet tall and there was a crown of thorns on the top. Like a crucifixion cross. I dont know why i was there but i was carrying it around for a little bit in the living room and bedroom. I think I was going to take it with me for some reason? Then I went into the bathroom and got ready And hes like where you going? And I said oh im going to the gas station then I'll come back and get you and we can co go to a movie. And hes like if yo need to leave to cool off juss go, im like no really ill be right back and then we can go. Ha. So i got the car keys then I got a text from My friend Alicia saying that hes lying his ass off, he was around the corner at someones house I forgot the name she said, and he was hanging out with a bunch of girls the entire day and she knows because she was there. So I went to find her and she was in the furnace room off the kitchen, dont ask me how she fit in there cuz theres definitely not room for a person but somehow she was in there doing something when I found her. And we went into Megans room to talk and she was telling me all the girls who were there that he was hanging out with and lying to me about but the only ones I remember were Heather, Marissa, Rachel, and Alicia herself. And then it flashed over to a beach looking area with kermit the frog sitting there and Rachel was kissing his head with this really shiny lipstick and she was saying something but I couldnt hear her at all, and for some reason I was so damn pissed that I actually woke up. I have this feeling that she was saying something to me like to rub it in my face that her and Kermit were together or something but I dont get why that would have mattered? So Im confused lol. 

December 1st 2010

So I was in a house That sort of reminded me of all of my houses i've ever lived in put together. Like each area that i was in reminded me of a different house i had lived in. However I dont think it was my house, it seemed like it at first but then later I think it changed into the persons house that i was talking to. Not really sure, anyways I was inside and Jason was there and this guy came over, I have no idea who this guy was i knew him in my dream though and he had 2 kids with him, little boys. And they were running around being crazy. Anyways we were talking im not sure what about and then I look out on the front porch and there is this Black Toyota Tacoma sitting there right on my porch. And I was like is that your truck? And the guy said yes, then immediately asked the two boys who drove the toyota over here. Neither of them were fessing up but then the one with blonde hair started crying saying he did it. So the guy said to take it back immediately. So the two boys left to go take it home. So it reminded me of an ex boyfriend of mine who drove a truck like that and I got into the whole story of him and what happened between us but I kept getting interrupted while I was trying to tell the story for one reason or another. And then the guy who I was talking to, his girlfriend pulled in and she had her friend with her, well those two girls were in the Vyxenz with me in my dream, I dont know them in real life but they came in and I could tell that the girlfriend was pissed that I was there talking to her boyfriend at her house. This is around the time it switched from my house to hers. Anyways I tried to finish telling my story so that she knew all I was doing was telling a story when the other girl came inside who was with her and she was juss bawling so bad and we followed her downstairs and asked her what was wrong and she said that she juss found out that she has breast cancer in her entire right side. It was way sad, but i told her that all the Vyxenz would shave our heads with her! Then that made her laugh and I went back upstairs to finish my story. So I finished my story, the one vyxen wasnt jealous anymore when she realized I was juss telling story and then the guy I was talking to went into the kitchen and for some reason there was a makeup palette on the couch and a eyeshadow brush and I had the black on it and I was pretending like I was gonna put makeup on the guy but then I realized that it wasnt eyeshadow it was actual paint, and i said juss kidding and put the brush back on the palette. Then I woke up. 

November 30th 2010

So I dreamt that I was on a balcony of some sort of castle I think and there were these moxy teen dolls and the way you changed their outfits was to pick the outfit you wanted from the display models but the display models were life size and when changed the outfit theme on the little control panel thing then it changed them on the balcony. But they were kinda like hovering above the balcony. Anyways I went to the angel/Devil theme and there were 5 angel outfits and 5 Devil outfits and they were flying around together in what looked like a synchronized dance or something in the air. So I found the outfit I wanted it was a black leather devil outfit with horns and so I put my moxie doll on the control panel after selecting the outfit and all of a sudden my doll was wearing it. I remember putting her in a different outfit on accident first though because I didnt know how to work the control panel but I cant remember what outfit or anything about it only that her shoes were on backwards and they came off kinda like those bratz dolls where the shoes actually snap on and off, there arent really any feet. Anyways Then I was walking across the parking lot of Smokees in Payson with my dad and his white truck was parked in front of his other Payson shop it was right in te same strip mall area that Wing Ink is in and I guess he juss opened that one in my dream cuz he doesnt have 2 shops in payson. Anyways I tripped on the step up to the door and fell down. I remember the shop looking like it was made of dark old wood kind of like something you'd see one of those old school pirate ships made of.Wood like that. Then I got up and went inside and he took me to an office, saying that I was going to work there at the desk and do paperwork i think. Then we started joking about getting on facebook all day and it was way funny. Then as we were leaving we took the back door way out and you have to go down a staircase to get to it. Well on the way down we noticed a cord that sticks out of the wall on one side and runs to the wall of the other side, making it impossible to go up and down without hitting it. We even had my aunt Shana try and walk through it but for some reason she walked under it juss fine, But I was too tall, it hit my head on the way down and my torso on the way up. So I said why dont we juss pull it out? but my dad said we cant cuz all the power to the store runs off that cord. So I said lets pull it up then and staple it! So we tried that but we couldnt pull it very far. So we decided to take the front door instead. When we got to the front of the store my grandpa was in there and a box had juss come. We opened it and there was store products and then some random keys, 3 sets of keys that we didnt know what they went to. Well when i worked there before I had a little box of random keys I guess and so i asked my aunt where she put that box and she said that she threw it away because all the keys were random and she had nowhere to put them. So I was like wonderful and I started a new random key box and put it where it was last time right in the front of the store inside a display case thingy. Then I realized that my dad had left already and closed the store but my grandma was in there with me and she said that she stacked all of Trinidys toys for Christmas right there in the first display case and along the floor. Most of them were wrapped in Princess wrapping paper and then some were unwrapped. Some were big and some were little. Then im not really sure what happened here whether it flashed to my grandmas house, or whether room that the christmas tree is always in was in my dads shop now, either way I was in the blue Room of my grandmas house looking at her christmas tree. I took a bunch of Blue ornaments off it too and put them in a clear plastic box to take back to my dads store to investigate, Im not even sure why? But anyways I set the box aside and i was admiring the tree when i realized that it was wayyyy to big to actually fit in the Blue Room. And I mean wayy to big, it was so big that with all the christmas decorations my grandma owned it only decorated the front portion of the tree. The entire left hand side and back of the tree was completely bare. But for some reason it seemed like thats how it was supposed to be and it still looked awesome. So then I left the room and this is where it gets confusing. I think I went back into my old room when I used to live there with her but I cant remember, all I remember is a TV being on, kadence being there awake when she should be sleeping and then Jason sleeping and a guy who I don't know but I guess I knew in the dream talking to me about whatever was on tv. But for some reason im thinking he was talking to me about the moxy dolls so this part of my dream could really have been in the first section of my dream but I juss cant remember. And I do remember that for like a split second the outfit my moxy doll was wearing I Ended up with it on but i dont remember where, when, or for how long I was wearing it. Juss that I was wearing it.

November 29th 2010

I had a dream that Jason, me and someone else I cant remember were in a gas station buying some stuff. Well our neighbor Shana was the cashier and I picked up 2 bottles of cocoa butter body butter lotion and put them both in my pockets, then about 5 minutes later took them back out and put them away. Then finished grabbing the rest of the stuff we were going to buy and put it on the counter. Then when we got up there Shana was like I know you guys stole stuff, I saw you. Im gonna call the cops. And so I was like go ahead and call them, knowing fully that I didnt steal anything. And then she was like Hahaha im juss kidding, juss messin with ya. So we all start laughing, then this cop comes in. And so we get all confused like did you really call them??? And then shes like no? But the cop actually buys something. So we all start laughing and joking around with him about stealing and having him bust us, and he was laughing too then I patted him on the shoulder for whatever reason, then he left and I woke up. Then I remember only part of this next dream but Jason and I were in a Shopko store shopping but im not sure what we were shopping for, all I remember is walking through the parking lot to get inside, getting a cart, then walking around the store looking at all the stuff. When it was time to check out there were only 2 registers open and I while in line we were talking about how the economy sucks and all the other stores were out of business except this one and so we hoped this one wold do good and stay in business. Our cashier was a girl but I dont know her, and after we checked out we were pushing the car to the doors to go back outside to the car and I woke up. 

November 28th 2010

K I had multiple dreams but i cant remember all of them juss like bits and pieces, so here goes:

I dreamt that I was at my grandmas house in the backyard on a swingset swinging really high even though it wasnt one of those swings that was set into the ground but for some reason it wasnt tipping over. There was other people swinging too but I dont know who they were. There was also a person sitting on the porch in a chair and they were telling me that they were supposed to have like 2,000 dollars for christmas because their kids wanted a kitchen playset and something else but she gave me 300 dollars and then she never even had that much to begin with and her husband called he is on his way down here to go christmas shopping but she doesnt have the money and doesnt want to tell him. Then there was a guy sitting there instead of a girl and he was asking us if we liked a certain music artist and all of us were saying that we liked his music but not him as a person. It was almost like we knew him in real life or something. Then I remember one of the people swinging with me was swinging all crooked like sideways and almost hit into me a few times so I got off he swing and went inside. Then I remember a freeway, and a cop directing traffic I think. We were all running on the freeway instead of driving though and he was stopping people on the on ramp and only letting some through at a time so there wouldnt be a traffic jam. I remember not being able to get up very well because for some reason I was sitting down but I have no idea how I was moving because when i got to him I actually passed him and didnt stop then a few seconds later I went back and said oh im sorry i thought I had to stop at that line, I didnt even realize I had to stop at you! And then he said it was ok and then let me go, but I had a hard time getting up and something was wrong with me knee. Once I finally got up I had a hard time running so i ended up jogging really slow. Then i remember Jason and I driving up the canyon and im not sure why were driving up there but i think it was provo canyon and we saw my aunt up there and there was this haunted house i think, it was like a huge cave area but it had furniture and windows and shii, and my aunt was in there. So w stopped and parked to go in there and Jason looked over the edge of the cliff and said he remembers going to squaw peak before and in my head I was thinking this isnt squaw peak? but I didnt say anything and we both went into the haunted house thingy, then we were talking to my aunt but i dont know what about. Then it flashed to a random cave with a moose in it, and the cave kept getting smaller and smaller but the moose kept going forward even though he was almost stuck I guess there was something at the other end and he needed to squeeze through to get to it, but im not sure what it was.  And i cant remember anything else. Weird I know, haha. I think I woke up after that.

November 27th 2010

Ok so this dream is really spotty like It skips around alot and doesnt really make any sense. But here goes:

So im at my grandmas house with Jason and we're in the backyard, then I see a tornado but its not touching the ground its like sideways in the air above us. So we go get in our car and start driving to Shaylas house. We turn left out of my grandmas then left again at the end of the block, then right at the end of that block then we follow that road straight through the stop sign keep going straight then all of a sudden we're walking down a hallway and the very last door on the left is her room. Theres music playing when we walk in and a sheet with stars allover it on her floor. Shayla says this is my room! And Im like its cool I like stars, but I never knew it was here! Shayla starts laughing and says its been here the entire time. and then im juss like weird. Then all of a sudden we are in a lunch room, Me, Jason, Mitch, Jessica, Braxton, Jesse, Josh, Kirk, Shayla, and some random people I went to school with. We are juss eating and talking I think we were in school maybe? I was talking to Braxton i think but I cant remember what we were talking about. Then suddenly I was driving a car, a really really fast car. It was silver I think it was a beamer and I was on the phone with someone I dont know who it was a guy and I was on my way to work. But I had gotten there so fast because of how fast my car was. Then when i got to work I parked in the underground and got out, when I got up to work I ended up back in the lunchroom with eeryone. And eeryone had moved tables so we weren't sitting at our other table anymore. When we went to go back to our other table there were a bunch of black guys sitting there, so we sat there anyways and they were saying that we stole their fries. And then we went to leave and I got in my car. Then all of a sudden we were on center street in Provo and I parked my car by a car lot. Then it flashed to a house like a basement area and Jason was in one of the rooms sleeping, so I went into a different room and there was this show on with 2 people guy and girl but I cant remember what they were doing or saying. So I was watching that show for a while, then I woke up Jason and he said we should leave, so I got up and went out to get in our car and the car dealership had moved my car onto their lot and put a for sale sign. I was like oh hell no, you cant sell my beamer! So I took the sign off and got in, and i guess they had moved someone else's car there too. A black car of some sort, and I started to drive out of the parking lot and I remember driving towards my grandmas house from springville area and then I woke up.

November 26th 2010

Ok this is prolly out of order because i cant remember exactly where it started or anything. But here goes:

So I was at my grandmas house in Spanish fork, I walked in her front door holding a bag full of body jewlery and medication for Jason. She asked me what it was and then I told her and put it in my pocket. Then I went over to the kitchen table and there was a little shelf thingy under it, I grabbed a phonebook and a notebook out from under there, then got a pencil and started to look up the number to wasatch mental health. My grandma asked me what I was doing when I told her that they had taken the scientist off of Fringe and put him in wasatch. I wanted to go visit him and find out what was going on. She thought I was crazy but neither of us could remember his name for the life of us. I had witten down Dr. Peter on there and I was like no thats not right, so I kept thinking. Then finally I remember his name was Walter Bishop! So I wrote that down and got the number. Then I left. Well suddenly I was in the back of an army vehicle in handcuffs out in the middle of the dessert, there was seriously sand out here for miles, nothing else. It looked like i couldnt escape if i wanted to. As we were driving we can see people looking through gates and fences out at us. We pull into the camp and I get thrown into a big huge white tent around a silver gate that doesnt open only in that one spot. I was told that i was supposed to work and clean up the sand and make the area livable. There was alot of other people in there with me too. Well I realized that in my pocket I still had the note where i had written about wasatch mental and Peter and walter. So I start cleaning and I notice that the fence is kinda broken along with the tent fabric on this one spot by where I was. So i stop cleaning and look out the spot and I can see Peter! So I call for him and he comes over to the fence kinda confused and I ask him what happened to Walter, He says they took him to wasatch mental health and then Peter ended up here. So i said ya I ended up here too, i was actually on my way to wasatch wen they picked me up. But i dont know why im here. Peter said he doesnt know why hes here either. Then the guards saw us and got pissed so we had to keep working. Well I got out my paper and started asking around to the othe people who were in my tent with me. And one girl said oh ya the boss caught you snipping pictures of walter out on the computer and so she wont let you see him, she has forbid it. So im like damnit, now what? So i start trying to think of ways to get out and find walter when I realize that its now dark and we are supposed to be sleeping. So I sit down by the hole in the fence and try to figure out what im gonna do when I hear Peter saying Gift, come here. I look out the hole and hes sitting ot there. I was like what do you mean come here? He said the guards arent paying attention, come out here with me. But i couldnt see any way to get out there really. So I said i cant get out. So then he came up to the hole and talked to me. I told him that i heard the guards talking about moving us tomorrow morning, and asked him if he knew where to? he said no he didnt know. And then he said ok I have to get back to work and left. Then it was morning and there was another army vehicle like the one that brought me in bringing more people in. I watched it this time through the hole and i heard people saying fresh meat! I still didnt get why anyone was here to begin with. Then suddenly I was in a huge bus and i could see out the windows. I was leaving the camp and I could see peter standing in his area waving to me, I waved back and then got really sad because I knew I was going to need him to get to his father. But there was nothing else I could do. I was gone. Then I heard the busdriver talking about taking us all to wasatch. So i got excited and then got out my pen and note and started to write down the directions, we went south on the first road then made the first right hand turn and then the second right hand turn. Then we went straight for a while, into the woods it seemed like. Then we got by this really gooey looking lake and ended up turning around and by this time i was lost with my directions because we were also lost and so I gave up trying to write them. Then the next thing I know im in a room with Peter, Tamie, Ahien, and i have no idea who else was there, juss other people and we had to find our way out of the rooms but each room had something really freaky for us to get by without dying. So we entered the first room from the room we started in and it was that gooey lake with a trail leading up along the right hand side of the lake. There was goo eerywhere on the trail but eery so often there was planks of griptape to walk on. So i started walking up the trail first and people were following me, Well the goo was really hard to walk on like really hard and i kep slipping until I got to the grip tape. Well I stepped foot on that first plank of griptape and all of a sudden a creature popped out of the goo that ive never seen before! it was like a huge freaky skeleton covered in goo and he had a stick too that was also covered in goo. He was saying it was time to meet my maker and he kept lunging at me with this stick and goo was flying eerywhere! All I could do to not freak out was close my eyes and try to keep moving against the wall. When i opened my eyes it got really freaky, but when they were closed it seemed like he juss stayed really close to my face with his face and tried to trip me with the stick. He didnt lunge or make weird noises and so i juss kept my eyes closed. Finally I got to the top and there was a staircase leading back down and to another door. As I got there i had the feeling i should run and thats what I did. eeryone ran down that staircase because he was in the staircase right behind us! We got thru the door and slammed it shut. Then the next room wasnt a goo lake, it was a huge sand desert. So i assumed that we had to walk across the desert to get to the other door. So we started walking and all of a sudden the sand started breaking away to reveal a pitch black lake underneath where we would be swallowed and never let out. So I startd running like hell trying to escape, it was so hard too because the sand below our feet juss kept dissolving. Finally we made it to the door and went through. The next room was really really really really weird. There was a staircase down and there was what looked like a HUGE lime green fuzzy snake going all the way down it and into the room. We get down the stairs into the room and see that the snake is HUGE and it coils up to take up the entire room, there was no way to walk, no way to see the door. there was a couch in there but the snake was allover it. So we were trying to find our way through the snake into the next door when Tamie says that her and ahien cant go any further because ahien is deathly afraid of this snake and he wont move. So i turn to look at ahien and then i woke up!

October 26th 2010

I had a dream that Sydney was moving into my old house in Provo next door to JJ's house, so we went over there to inspect the yard and stuff and JJ came out to clean his Lotus. Well we started talking to him and he eventually invited us inside his house. We were sitting in his living room hanging out when finally it was time to go. Eeryone got up and left the house but I stayed behind for a minute. I think I was putting my shoes back on or something which is why it took me longer than eeryone else. On my way to the door JJ met me and was telling me goodbye. As I turned to walk out the door JJ wrapped his arms around my stomach and pressed his face against the side of mine. We juss sat there locked i that position for a long time. Then he let go of me, i turned around and looked at him. Then i asked if he wanted to go for a ride. He said yes, so we both walked together out into my car. I was driving and we were holding hands. Then i asked him what about his wife? He said oh i dont know where she is right now but I rather do enjoy my freetime. I was like you get freetime? He said yes anytime i want it i can have it. Then randomly I wasnt driving a car anymore I was driving a bullet bike, and JJ was on the the back. We ended up driving through a betos, like through the inside of the store. JJ was holding onto me so tight, then i woke up. (oh and the reason I dream about being with him is because his wife accused him of cheating with me when we lived there and it was completely absurd, lol so im pree sure thats why I dream of him.)

October 25th 2010

I dreamt that me, Kadence, Trinidy, Jason, Kristi, Kandie, And Megan were all playing on the shore of a frozen ice lake. Kadence wandered away onto the lake and I looked up to see where she was when i realized that she was really far out there. I had a feeling that the ice was going to break so I started to panic and took off on a dead run to get to her across the ice. I was only about halfway to her when the ice broke and she fell in. I remember running so fast, faster than i've ever ran before but it was too late. By the time I got to her she was already gone. I woke up crying. it was horrible.And i remember being so mad that anyone would let her play on an ice lake because I guess i didnt want the kids to play on it. Worst dream i've ever had. 

August 27th 2010

I dreamt that I was in my grandmas house talking to my grandpa about the dead sea scrolls and he actually had the books. he gave them to me to read so I took them home to my old Provo house and Jason was there along with our Neighbor JJ's dad. Jason was sleeping and me and my neighbor were in the kitchen looking through a set of books that were the old sea scrolls. There were about 6 of them and the covers were dark red and very worn looking. The books were covered in dust and the pages were silvery and sparklie. When we opened the covers they said the old sea scroll volume 1 or whatever volume we were looking at. It was really awesome. Then JJ's family came over for dinner and we sat and ate and talked about the dead sea scrolls. Then i woke up.

August 26th 2010

I dreamt that Jesse was teaching me to swing from ropes o top of an apartment building. Dont ask me what the ropes were hooked to cuz I have no idea. They were juss coming out of the sky lol. Anyways I did it and then it flashed to a bedroom of an apartment kinda like alex's, and Mitch, Jesse and some other guy who looked like Jeff were all in bed together. Jesse was awake but the other two were sleeping. So me and jesse told them to go to their own rooms but they wouldnt so we juss kicked them to the bottom of the bed. Then i was in the bathroom playing on an Iphone 4 and Jesse was in there too talking to me. Then i was in a gas station selling cookies and apple-o's gummy candy with some girl i've never met before and I see my grandma and aunt Shana in there. So I tell them i have to go back to work after im done here and my grandma says WHAT? its 5am!! And i said well I have to go back. Then it flashed to my work but it was a school and I kept falling asleep in class cuz it was 5am and eeryone was laughing at me. Lol then i woke up. (This dream is funny to me cuz Jesse told me that if we both had Iphone 4's we could video chat all day and all night even in the bathroom! Haha.)

April 22nd 2010

I dreamt that there were a ton of handicapped people allover around my grandmas house and we were trying to hide from them. We being myself, Rodney, Heather and i think John and Ronin. Anyways we were hiding out in a trailer behind my grandmas house but they knew we were there, We juss locked all the doors and hid. Well Rodney was really sick and starting to lose his memory so I told him to run through the backyard into the atrium and into my room where he could lay down. So he did what I said and about 5 minutes later I told eeryone I was going to check on him and I ran out towards my room. When i got there eeryone was asleep inside so I snuck into my old room and Rodney was juss sleeping. So I layed down next to him under the covers and we juss layed there cuddling and I was telling him that eerything was gonna be ok, then i woke up.

April 20th 2010

Me, Jason, My dad and a few other people were staying in a condo for the weekend and there were 3 levels to it. a living area, a bedroom area, and a shower area. The shower area was Effin huge! It was big enough for a billion people to fit in it! Anyways my dad took a shower while we all got settled in and a little while later the facility started to flood So we were hurrying to escape and get to higher ground. When we finally got outside I looked up to the sky and then woke up.

April 18th 2010

I was outside in my grandmas front yard standing by Rodney's motorcycle When this biker gang drove up on  he lawn and they were checking out  his bike. So I said, "You like my bike?" And they said, "Ya! We really like it!" Then I said "Sweet, but its not really mine, Its Rodney's so technically that makes it mine, but whatev." Then the leader of the gang Effin Hijacked Rodney's bike! He jumped right on it and took off. So I was like F what do I do?? Should I go tell Rodney or try to get it back myself? Rodney was gonna MURDER me if he knew that I let someone take his bike and i was right there! So I decided to go tell him. I turned to walk back inside to get him when the leader of the bike gang appeared on Rodney's bike on the lawn. I told him that he cant take Rodney's bike and to please give it back before he kills me! So the guy did. Then the biker gang left and I woke up.

April 10th 2010

I was standing on top of the counter in between the fridge and stove at my grandmas house waiting for Rodney to walk through the living room. When He did I called for him to come over here with me. He did and then he got up on the counter with me. We were juss standing there making out and people kept walking by telling us to a get a room. So we were like what? Ok... so we got down and started walking down the hall to find a room then i woke up. (Haha, I love Rodney.. Hes a celeb crush!)

January 7th 2010

I dreamt that heather and I were in jail. We got out for lunch together at the same time and we went into this separate room to eat so we could talk to this counselor. While we picked at our food I noticed this small window. I kept looking at it and through it I could see Paul Walker at lunch and he kept smiling at me. Then the lady came in with a paper that said "Dscribe your Senior" Heather and I were talking about how boring it was to sit and be at lunch for way longer and that we should get back to our cells to lay down. Then another lady came in and was talking to the first lady and Idk what was said cuz I woke up!  

January 5th 2010

I was on a farm, I think it was my grandpas farm but it looked different. Anyways i was walking up steps to the back patio and ALina was sitting there staring at me. I noticed that she was wearing shorts and so was I. Then I saw that her legs were sooo hairy and I started laughing at her but then realized that my legs were hairy too, haha. So we ended up both laughing at eachother. Then Alina said, I knew I shouldn't have listened to those dumb bitches, you're not even anything like they say! And after that we were good friends. We went riding 4 wheelers all around the farm and then we stopped at this little fruit stand outside the farm to get icecream or something. Thern I woke up. 

January 4th 2010

I dreamt that I was inside my house in provo when the cops came to arrest me. I walked out the back door to meet them but jacob black was there instead. I looked down at my finger to see a huge diamond glinting up at me. I walked over to Jacob who picked me up and twirl hugged me under the star speckled night. he held me close and whispered in my ear how things were going to be alright and he was going to take care of it all. I said  love you to him, he said I will love you forever. and Then the police came and took me. I said something to him as they took me but I dont know what it was. When I got to jail it was lunchtime. Eeryone lined up like at school, boys and girls together. Thats when i saw Jason! I went over to him and started talking to him. He said he loved me and I said it back. Apparently I was married to both of them at the same time. (POLYGAMY BAHAH) We bothgot our food and sat down to eat. Then Jacob Joined us. I was about to ask him what happened and then I woke up. LOL

January 3rd 2010

I was in a prison with alot of Jail cells lined up. I was following the guard to a specific cell. Once I got there the guard let me in and then left. I turned to face John Kramer (JIgsaw) He came toward me and softly embraced me, then he tilted my chin up and kissed me. The next thing I know we are totally doing it right there in the jail cell. After we were done we layed there silent but thinking. I got up, got dressed and it was almost time to leave. As we were waiting for the guard Jigsaw handed me 2 flat metal disks that looked like watch batteries, one said X and the other said Y. I took them as he explained that his time was soon over and he needed an aire to follow his work when he gone. It all mad sense to me now. Then jigsaw said, take the X for girl and the Y for boy. But you only have 4 days to do so, Youre alreaady implanted with the necessary items, but you only have 4 days so make your choice wisely. Then the guard came and took me out. When I got home I went into the bathroom and started pacing. I put the 2 metal disks on the sink and then turned the water on and splashed it on my face running my hands through my SHORT hair and locking my fingers behind my head. Then I looked into the mirror and realized that I wasnt even me, I was Amanda. I looked extremely shocked and then woke up.   

December 6th 2009

I was in Las Vegas with Dr. House, Cameron and Chase. Cris Angel was there too, and he was performing around the casino. And I was like OMG, and told House to look over there at him cuz hes so awesome and i love him. So house called him over to us and he did a trick for me involving removing his thumbs or something like that. Then he kissed my hand and moved on. Then on the way home, i dont know why but we were walking on the side of the freeway and I juss randomly run across the freeway into the median. House and Cameron go to follow but theres too much traffic so we all juss walk along how we are. Then it flashes to Cameron and chase either going to go on vacation or going to get married. But cameron gets kidnapped and chase doesnt know and he thinks that she juss got nervous and bailed. So he starts packing to go home until House and I show up and try to tell him about her getting kidnapped, but he doesnt believe us. So house shows him the note we found in the hood of her vest. It was in an envelope and there was a pair of crazy looking glasses in there. Anyways Anyways Chase sees it and STILL doesnt believe it. So we leave to find her, and then it flashes to me House and cameron in my grandpas barn getting eerything out of my car because we weer going to find chase and stop him before he leaves. SO I take out the car seat and sit in the back, then I see cameron go for the other back door but I thought she wanted to sit up front with house and apparently not so that was my seat. So when I gt out to change seats I ask House if my plant is out of the trunk since he was throwing luggage in there, he said yes. I walk around the car and see my plant sitting on top of a motorcycle. Then I tell cameron that 1 car seat is out of the car but the other one is still in there and she can take it back out. I get to my front seat and move th other plant in there out onto a bench. Then cameron gets in the car and House shuts the trunk. I walk to where house was standing behind teh car and give him a huge hug. And I said I <3 you! And he says why? I said for taking me to see Cris Angel! Thanks so much! He said No problem, lets go. So we both got into the car, cameron in the back and kadence was driving. (WTF? Haha) House was in the middle but kind of on my seat too and he was helping kadence push the gas and breaks and I was helping hre steer. it was weird, then we got out onto my grandmas street heading towards springville and kadence kept punching it. House and I were all intertwined trying to Help kadence drive, haha. Once we got to the overpass that they were working on we suddenly were walking and kadence was gone. here weer 3 buses and thousands of people waiting in line to get on teh freeway. We were right towards the front thankfully. As the line was moving we started going the wrong way, but then noticed and got out spot back in line real fast. Then I noticed that I was holding hands with my partner, and it felt right. I layed my head on his shoulder and he turned to hug me. When I looked up at him I was surprised to see Agent Booth off Bones. (I watch too much house and Bones I know hahaha) But it was like we were togethr the entire time, like House wasnt ever there. Then booth cups my face in his hands and syas I love you and kisses me. Then we see Bones and shes pointing laughing saying OMG I didnt know booth had a girlfriend!!! We ignore her and juss hug,. Then Dr. Liteman from Lie To Me (STFU this is a dream of television shows! hahaha) comes and says ok eeryone get into groups of 4 and stick together. Line up right by this bus! So booth and I follow along with Cameron and this black guy that she found who is an immigrant and shes trying to help him. We get to Dr. Liteman as the first bus and line behind it enter the freeway. Juss as it is almost our turn to go the ground starts to shake and crack under our feet. Booth grabs me juss as the entire over pass raises up super high and starts cracking into a million pieces! Booth yells RUN and juss as i was about to run I woke up. Hahaha.  

April 24th 2007

More weird dreams, Ill write what I remember. First I was cashing my check from work, but i juss sent copies over to the bank and I was there using their fax/copy machine. I know weird cuz thy wont cash copies of checks? But anyways I was standing in line and I saw Sarah, she was coming to cash her check too. Thats all I remember from that one. Then I was in a house, one that ive never seen before and Amberlie Green was there and some other girls that i Dont know and a few boys too. There was a cage with a bunch of insects in it ona dresser and my spider curtis was in there too. I kept checking on him because I was worried that he was going to die. One of the girls had a little boy and he was so small, like premature small. She had him in a sweater and wrapped in a blanket even though it was hot as crap outside. And I was always seemed to be holding the baby too. hen I gave him back to his mom and I went to put little fish rocks in the cage with my spider. Then eeryone was gone and it was juss me and amberlie. We were looking through the bottom dresser drawer. All my clothes were in there and I remember asking her which style I should wear because I was sick of my current style. She agreed and said she is sick of hers too and juss wants a change. I remember looking through all my swimsuits and then i woke up. And then me and my friend Diego were in K-mart and i was walking next to a worker who was pushing Diego in a cart. Diego had stolen some stuff and got caught, and I was in trouble too since I was there. The worker kept asking us our names but she kept forgetting them. I remember she took us over by the doors and we weer juss about to run when I woke up.

April 23rd 2007

Ok so I had like 2 different dreams and this might be all mixed up and jumbled, idk so bear with me. The first one started in the underground parking at the provo towne center mall. I was walking with a boy, not sure who it was though. Anyways this neon green grand prix GTP pulls in. A chick gets out and starts walking towards the entrance of the mall. There are only like 3 other cars in the underground parking besides hers, so I say You should steal her car to the person im walking next to. He says, ok. Walks over there, gets in drives over to me and i hop in and we start driving around the underground. While we are driving, the guy says we should change the look of the car so no one will think its stolen. I agreed and then it was as if we were playing need for speed. The car was in the body shop up on a lift, and when we changed an option on the screen it would change on the car in real life, juss like the game. So we made it look like a honda civic hatchback, and when we were done there was a flash and we were back in the car driving like we had been when we started. We ended up driving past the girl whos car it was we stole, but she didnt know it was her car. We revved the engine when we got next to her and she looked up but then we juss sped away. We got on the freeway going north and then this crazy fast van caught up to us, and we looked over to see that girl was driving it. It was official at that point, we were racing. The end point was a fast food place in orem. I dont remember what one but somehow she knew the end point too. Then the civic hatchback changed into a droptop mazda miata and we were weaving in and out of traffic. We got to the fast food place and got in the drive thru line. I noticed it was dark outside by now. We ordered food and were juss pulling out when she finally pulled in, but she wasnt in the van anymore. She was in a jacked up car with huge black tires and she was burning rubber so bad that black smoke was eerywhere. She totally though she beat us until the smoke cleared and were were sitting right there. The guy I was with said, "Man we even had time to order food AND eat half of it before you even showed up." She gave us a really dirty look and then the car she was in was gone and she was walking away from us holding a surfboard. The guy I was with said the surfboard was a transformer. I guess that meant it could switch into any car or something. Then he asked if I wanted to drive, of course I said yes. After we had switched spots the girl had turned around and was walking towards us. The guy asked her if she needed a ride back to provo, she said yes and then hopped in onto his lap. She was allover him and I remember being jealous but i kept my mouth shut. Then she was telling us that she is a lawyer and stuff and she knew we stole her car but it was ok because the guy is an exceptional driver and so we can juss keep the car. It was really weird. Then i woke up. The Next one I remember I was with my dad in a white toyota tacoma. We stopped at a gas station in springville to get gas and when I was in there my dad drove off and left me there. So I juss walked back to my grandmas. Then i was back in his truck again. And I dont remember where he left me that time but I remember being pree pissed off.  And thats all I remember of that one. 

Then I remember being at work at dell and seeing Tom allover the place. I was wearinga  whie sweater and had gotten pink ink allover it so I went to lunch. Then I saw cameron and hes like heyy, you gotta come with me to play in the snow. Were gonna slide, it wil be fun. So I said ok. As we were leaving I saw Tom again, I said hi and smiled at him. then we got into camerons car and he was driving all crazy, cutting people off and shii but it was ok. Then we ended up at a park, we went down to the swings and there was snow underneath them. I got on one of the swings and drug my feet down into the snow and it show snow up eerywhere! Haha it was freezing cold. Then I looked over and there were like 3 little girls playing on the other swings. I recognized one of them, she was jessicas little sister or something. Then I asked the blonde little girl what her last name was, she said Pussey and I totally started laughing (Inside joke between me and sarah bean haha) Then i asked her if she had a sister named Raine, and she said yes. Then I asked if she knew someone named Ethan, and she said yes thats her boyfriend. I said Not for long! Then I remember trying to take a picture of that little girl to show sarah but my phone wasnt letting me for some reason. Then i went to leave and I got a text saying "can you find soemeone for kori?" I didnt write back because as I walked up the hill I could see a white car next to camerons car. When I got up to it there was a ton of people around, and they had Bacon laced with crack and were trying to give me some of it. I took it but didnt eat it. I juss put it in my pocket. I remember seeing a thing full of band buttons so I took 3 and put them in my pocket too. Then I got out of the car and I was all of a sudden swimming in the ocean off the coast of new york. it was me and all of the 600 Q from work. I guess there was a test of some sort going on, and really far away they were making HUGE waves and it heated up teh water with the weird sonar thingy. They were trying to see how far it would travel. Then the water started moving and there were huge waves eerywhere. After they calmed down the water heated up and it was really cool. I remember not even being scared of being in the water. And I remember Megan from my work being there and drowning. Then I woke up. 

April 22nd 2007

I had a weird dream about work, but i dont remember any of it. I do remember that I woke up and had to go to work, so it felt like i never left work at all. FAIL!

April 21st 2007

Tonights dream was a nightmare. These Blob like creatures with really sharp teeth were trying to kill me and trinidy and I had to protect her. I remember that being the only thought going through my head, to make sure that nothing happened to my daughter. I dont remember details but I remember waking up all paniky and going in to check on her juss to make sure.

March 9th 2007

So it started out that I was with a group and we were rock climbing, but it was on a dirt mountain. There werent really many rocks. I had this climbing pick and i was juss following the group up. I dont remember who was in the group exactly but I remember that mark was there. Then I noticed that daddy long leg spider were all over the place. Eerywere I looked there was at least 2. It was realyl weird. I asked one of the people on the team about it and they juss said it was normal this time of year. So I juss ignored the spiders and moved on. Then a huge slab of dirt broke away revealing a tarantula skin. It was really cool so I took it and ran down the hill to our base, which was a school of some sort. I took the skin down to the scientists for testing. Then I started walking back up the hill when I found an Acorn, or a tiny pine cone. Whatever it was it was all petrified looking and weird. So I took that back to the base scientists as well, then started back up the hill again. Once we made it to the other side there was a bunch of flat land and over to th left a pree far distance there was what looked like a burial ground. By this time the sun juss set and I heard mark say tha the sun already had set in canada. Then i said, haha no sun for canada. Then I got this idea to visit the burial grounds before we headed back. They werent THAT far away, and it would be fun. So I started running towards them. A little bit before i got to them I noticed 6 huge holes in the ground. They were designed in a weird little pattern, and once I got closer I noticed there was bubbling magma in them. Thats a little weird, I was thinking. But ok... so we walked between the holes and proceeded to what looked like a huge square hole lined with tombstones. Once we got closer (it was juss me and another girl I didnt recognize by now) we saw that it was a huge gaping hole but there was no magma like the others. This one had a white mist hovering juss below the surface. It had some sort of weird purplish glow to it. Then juss behind it were 3 or 4 little mounds of dirt. Then we heard a loud rumble and magma started oozing out of the closest mound. It freaked us out and I heard the other girl say OMG those are volcanoes as she was running off the other way. I immediately followed. When we got back to the camp or school or whatev it was, I was suddenly in a class. But the walls in the area were glass, so I could see eerything that was going on outside, and upstairs, and eerywhere. I noticed that one of the teachers was my boss from provo Craft, Javier. He was all worried and said his sister has been missing for 2 days and she never wanted rides from him anymore. So we put out some sort of search alert for her. Then I was outside looking towards the burial grounds and my cousin Titiana said that it was because of the Omen that this happened. Then suddenly I was getting a flashback of a dream that I had forgotten earlier but I couldn't see anything that was in it. Then i said "I know" and looked out towards the horizon. Then I was sitting in class again, and a girl was sitting on my lap. She looked like amanda from provo craft but im not sure if it was her. I was showing her the top floor and Joey and ethans son Damon were up there looking around. It was way weird. Then I remember something about being inside a blue circle and it would protect you from evil. So I drew a blue circle on the white board and stuck my finger in it. Nothing happened. I tried drawing 2 blue circles and puttying 2 fingers in them, one in each. That didnt work either. Then I put both fingers in 1 circle and the whole thing lit up bright white. And So it was settled! When the missing person was found, they would sit inside a blue circle to be safe. Then there was a huge commotion outside, and a shorter version of Dan from my work came hurrying inside the class. I guess he had been missing too and eeryone was freakin out so we drew a blue circle around him, and he was safe. And then I woke up. And I felt like there was more to the dream that I needed to see, but couldnt get back to it. But I have dreamt about the blue circle before, I think.