December 2nd 2010

So im sitting at my aunt Kandies house in Kristi's room talking to her and Kandie when Jason comes in and says he will be right back he's going to the gas station then he'll be back to get me and we can go see Due date. K It was like 9am. I told him I had to get ready first and so if i took too long then he could juss go to the movie without me. So all of a sudden it was like 7pm and he was juss getting home, so I asked him how the movie was, he said it was ok. Then I said does your back hurt way bad? And he said no not way bad but the movie goes by so fast when you juss stare at it and forget the pain. Then I said so was it way funny then? And he's like well I didnt even see the movie. I was like are you kidding me? Then what did you do all day?? And hes like well I had to go here and here and there and all these people needed me and I was juss so busy. And I said so you couldnt come back here to get me and take me? He's like no I was so busy. I was like ok well you can F off. And walked away. And for some reason I have no idea why or what it means but after this I had a cross made of wood that was like 4 feet tall and there was a crown of thorns on the top. Like a crucifixion cross. I dont know why i was there but i was carrying it around for a little bit in the living room and bedroom. I think I was going to take it with me for some reason? Then I went into the bathroom and got ready And hes like where you going? And I said oh im going to the gas station then I'll come back and get you and we can co go to a movie. And hes like if yo need to leave to cool off juss go, im like no really ill be right back and then we can go. Ha. So i got the car keys then I got a text from My friend Alicia saying that hes lying his ass off, he was around the corner at someones house I forgot the name she said, and he was hanging out with a bunch of girls the entire day and she knows because she was there. So I went to find her and she was in the furnace room off the kitchen, dont ask me how she fit in there cuz theres definitely not room for a person but somehow she was in there doing something when I found her. And we went into Megans room to talk and she was telling me all the girls who were there that he was hanging out with and lying to me about but the only ones I remember were Heather, Marissa, Rachel, and Alicia herself. And then it flashed over to a beach looking area with kermit the frog sitting there and Rachel was kissing his head with this really shiny lipstick and she was saying something but I couldnt hear her at all, and for some reason I was so damn pissed that I actually woke up. I have this feeling that she was saying something to me like to rub it in my face that her and Kermit were together or something but I dont get why that would have mattered? So Im confused lol.